What's Wrong?

写了又删,删了又写。。。
一句：对不起,我不该骂你笨。从今以后我会控制我自己，用不同的想法对你.
                   我发誓。
                             对不起.
            

Fren Loss

Today I lost fren..and I don't feel regretful..
because of her, I gt angry,I feel sad,I feel out of place...
even made me XXX..
so to repay her.....I deleted her from my mind,I deleted her from my blog followers,facebook acc,msn...right. as if u don't exist at all...
I'll show that I don't need you,I have more frens than u can imagine..
I won't do more just to save back a 3yrs frenship..
its long,I know..bt I have other things to do compare to this..
u get on with your life and I'll get on with mine...
Don't ever cross path with me,last words for u:
DAMN YOU!

很想放弃..但能吗?
被人看低很不好受,很想证明给他们看..
被人看低我最不能忍的..
所以决对不能放弃...
但是,事实,我真的不想要了,很烦!
为什么我要证明给他们看...他们又不是我的什么人!
连一个同班了几年却没说过超过十句话的人..
为什么要我去浪费时间去管他们的想法?
我爱面子,是. 我承认.
但为什么!我证明的时候没人在意..
死都抓住以前的事来针对我,很好玩?
你好玩我不好玩!
很不公平的懂吗? 为什么别人的就当做是不小心,一时忘记..
我的却死都记得?
少兴!我刚考完试还想开开心心的...
你的一句话把我从天堂拉下地狱...
为什么那么不公平!?

我觉得..我还是正常的...嗯!对!>.<~
对!对!~
因为我看到~到现在16岁都还是无忧无虑的,只是寥寥无几,一只手数的完...
照我看,都是烦些不该烦的,浪费MB吧了...
不过考试快让我疯了..不是读到疯,是没的玩电脑=.=
昨天雨虹还说读到快疯了,要哭了,因physics不明白..
我还在jusco走来走去...
结果跑来我家温习一个下午...pro leh~?
有将pro的我就有将pro的朋友~XD

Paris...^-^

Paris( copied from drg official webs)...4th job coming up!^^ ohyeah~...Im gonna start shaping up my balista-to-b chara..LOL...
haiz..Im the onli one who's playing tis game...XD..jkjk*feeling like a little kid*
[Mission Accomplish!] : I can duty on my own,( although a took a little time trying to figure out which is wat) so from now on I can duty alone..YEah~Im free..*claps*.
OK, do I count as an orphan now? I told mum I'll be alrite nt going to skul 4 week, but she wouldn't listen to it..made some calls,arrange some things ...poof*..haiz...we 2 really can live wif maggi ,MUM! u don need to fuss! but I guess she really cant live with the fact tat we were absent in skul 4 a week be4 in the future....I can catch up u know..I really can..=.=...don doubt my ability...generally onli some subjects tat I really learn from skul, some others u really cant depend on the teachs..=.=