Im over exaggerating...i wont do the same mistake again..
sorry myself...

really feel like saying a 4-letter word rite now!!!
Damn! I've been sitting in front of the worksheets for hours and all i could do was finish 1 set....1SET!
I don't believe it! My memory is getting that bad!? And shit I just can'T focus on the papers...Im getting that bad...!?
really can'T figure out what's wrong......
I'm just wasting my time sitting there and wasting electricity.
SHIT!SHIT!SHIT!
SHIT!!
Why does these kinds of things onli happen to me!?
ARGH~~!!
SHAVE ME!

quitted the on9 game...weeks ago.
nah,not becoz of mummy, and not becoz of exams too..
damn stupid!! update liao so damn lag!! update is suppose to make it better...
=.=...pigs..
next week no juniors^^!
yeah~but tat means I hav to burn cd's ..again...
seriouly I wonder if anyone will be out thr listening..
or wat they heard every morning was juz some radio buzzing off till they go in to dewan...
the board...yeah...i hav to redecorate it again...
the theme: patriotism,isit? watI feared the most...watever..
the job was given to me and I hav to do it properly at least..
juz dun get any hopes up,tats all..

张杰-《重播》   

专辑:《下一个章节》
作词:张杰(南拳妈妈)
作曲:张杰(南拳妈妈)

如果天是灰的 如果爱还留着
是不是你的手 就还会牵着
你就像是白色 覆盖着我们所有颜色
心还空白色
我不经意 走到了这
而幸福却已走散了
从前的难过的 快乐的
已经不再有了
我该还为谁等着
为什么我哭了 因为你不爱了
又想起你了 是因为那首歌
我怎么了
忍不住留下了眼泪 还拼命的笑着
我和我又哭了 因为我都懂了
爱情的世界里 没什么规则
我怎么了
又站在熟悉的路口 开始怀念着

原来从慢慢的 在爱里蜿蜒着
画下胸口的热 那叫做歌手
重逢播放的歌 是我们遇见的那一刻
是否也会让你 难过了
我不经意走到了这
谁结束了我们的歌
从前的难过的 快乐的
已经不再有了
我该还为谁等着
为什么我哭了 因为你不爱了
又想起你了 是因为那首歌
我怎么了
忍不住留下了眼泪 还拼命的笑着
我和我又哭了 因为我都懂了
爱情的世界里 没什么规则
我怎么了
又站在熟悉的路口 开始怀念着

(为什么我哭了 因为你不爱了)
(又想起你了 是因为那首歌)
我怎么了
忍不住留下了眼泪 还拼命的笑着
我和我又哭了 因为我都懂了
爱情的世界里 并没什么规则
我怎么了
又站在熟悉的路口 开始怀念着 

What's Wrong?

写了又删,删了又写。。。
一句：对不起,我不该骂你笨。从今以后我会控制我自己，用不同的想法对你.
                   我发誓。
                             对不起.
            

Fren Loss

Today I lost fren..and I don't feel regretful..
because of her, I gt angry,I feel sad,I feel out of place...
even made me XXX..
so to repay her.....I deleted her from my mind,I deleted her from my blog followers,facebook acc,msn...right. as if u don't exist at all...
I'll show that I don't need you,I have more frens than u can imagine..
I won't do more just to save back a 3yrs frenship..
its long,I know..bt I have other things to do compare to this..
u get on with your life and I'll get on with mine...
Don't ever cross path with me,last words for u:
DAMN YOU!

很想放弃..但能吗?
被人看低很不好受,很想证明给他们看..
被人看低我最不能忍的..
所以决对不能放弃...
但是,事实,我真的不想要了,很烦!
为什么我要证明给他们看...他们又不是我的什么人!
连一个同班了几年却没说过超过十句话的人..
为什么要我去浪费时间去管他们的想法?
我爱面子,是. 我承认.
但为什么!我证明的时候没人在意..
死都抓住以前的事来针对我,很好玩?
你好玩我不好玩!
很不公平的懂吗? 为什么别人的就当做是不小心,一时忘记..
我的却死都记得?
少兴!我刚考完试还想开开心心的...
你的一句话把我从天堂拉下地狱...
为什么那么不公平!?

我觉得..我还是正常的...嗯!对!>.<~
对!对!~
因为我看到~到现在16岁都还是无忧无虑的,只是寥寥无几,一只手数的完...
照我看,都是烦些不该烦的,浪费MB吧了...
不过考试快让我疯了..不是读到疯,是没的玩电脑=.=
昨天雨虹还说读到快疯了,要哭了,因physics不明白..
我还在jusco走来走去...
结果跑来我家温习一个下午...pro leh~?
有将pro的我就有将pro的朋友~XD

Paris...^-^

Paris( copied from drg official webs)...4th job coming up!^^ ohyeah~...Im gonna start shaping up my balista-to-b chara..LOL...
haiz..Im the onli one who's playing tis game...XD..jkjk*feeling like a little kid*
[Mission Accomplish!] : I can duty on my own,( although a took a little time trying to figure out which is wat) so from now on I can duty alone..YEah~Im free..*claps*.
OK, do I count as an orphan now? I told mum I'll be alrite nt going to skul 4 week, but she wouldn't listen to it..made some calls,arrange some things ...poof*..haiz...we 2 really can live wif maggi ,MUM! u don need to fuss! but I guess she really cant live with the fact tat we were absent in skul 4 a week be4 in the future....I can catch up u know..I really can..=.=...don doubt my ability...generally onli some subjects tat I really learn from skul, some others u really cant depend on the teachs..=.=

想开了^^

最今应该是想开了...^^lol..
so....now I guess I don't care anymore?? yeah...
so try me~bring all u want...

十大感人鬼故事之十---奈何桥

不要问我几时开始对爱情故事有兴趣..=.=..看了就懂...=.=V..copied from
http://blog.lanyue.com/view/61/719959.htm
copy the url la...coz I dunno howta hyperlink it...copy it if u wanna watch da 2nd part..
nice story lol..worth reading..

满是血污的一条腥臭的河水婉延流过，无数的魂灵在水中伸手求救，血水时时淹没了他们的头，水中还有一种咬啮他们的小虫附骨而生。一位老人撑着木筏摆渡河 上，来往的魂灵战战兢兢，有缘的便渡过去了，无缘的便落入这河里。
　　这便是亡魂渡了。
　　落入的受不了这痛苦在嘶叫，可还在伸着枯 枝一样的手爪试图把木筏上的魂灵拉下来一同受苦。他们，看不得别人好过。
　　我坐在木筏上，不厌其烦的击断那无数双鬼爪，他们便发出惨叫。但立 刻断爪又长回去，于是又不甘心地来拉我。
　　过了河，岸边一个白衣少年站在那里等我，他的白衣在这地府中一尘不染得愈发刺眼，整个人都仿佛笼罩 在一层白光里。他携了我的手，笑道：“奈何，等你好久。”
　　我也强牵出一丝微笑：“无极，想不到又是你来接我。”是啊，当日我从忘川中化生而 出时，便是这无极站在岸上携我的手将我自混沌迷津中拉出来，今日，重返地府，又是他来迎我。
　　无极笑道：“你这一去，留我一人甚是寂寞。再无 人能如你一般同我谈得来。”
　　我诧异，道：“真的？黑白无常呢？十八狱王呢？”
　　无极大笑道：“他们，忙得紧。这世间俗物们痴愚 难破，既嗔又贪，每时每刻落入地府的不计其数。这有罪的要发落各狱受刑，有善因的要重入轮回，还不够他们忙的吗？”又叹一声，“这地府里也只剩我一个闲人 罢了。”
　　经过一座城，里面呜呜咽咽的尽是哭声，我纳罕道：“是这何处？”
　　无极冷笑道：“你忘了吗？这便是枉死城了。那些冤死 枉死之人的魂灵都在这里了。他们不愿就此轮回，定要等到仇人的魂灵也来了，亲眼看着他受到惩罚，这才肯吐出这一口怨气。却忘记自己在这里一等数十年，每日 却也是受尽熬煎的。”
　　仔细看时，那些枉死的魂灵有背心插着刀剑的，有面目青白口吐黑血的，有肢体尽碎体无完肤的，有脖子系着白绫舌头拖到胸 前的，忽然一双手死死抓住了我的腿，把我吓了一跳。低头去看，惨白着一张脸的女子，身上缠绕游走着许多毒蛇，两条腿血淋淋地拖在身后。她叫：“是你害死了 我！还我命来！”
　　我大骇：“不是我，放手！”却怎么也挣不脱她，她拼力向我身上攀来，口中仍是大叫：“还我命来！”
　　我叫道： “无极！无极！快来帮我！”却见无极不知何时已不见了，只留我一个人在这枉死城中。又有数不清的冤魂围过来，一个个口中都只是大叫：“还我命来！”我奋力 挣扎，极力抵抗：“不是我！不是我！”
　　“可是做恶梦了？”靡芜轻推我，我才一头一脸的汗醒过来。
　　靡芜一边给我拭汗，一边笑 道：“在梦里做了什么坏事给人拿住了，吓得只是叫不是我不是我的。”
　　我起来呆怔了一会儿，梦里的情景竟已忘了大半，隐约只记得有个白衣少年 站在岸边楚楚地看我。
　　“快点梳洗吧，今儿宫里大宴，老爷说要带各位小姐一起去的。”靡芜端来温水给我洗脸。
　　可能是梦里惊吓着 了，我有些倦怠，懒懒地道：“不去行不行呢？”
　　靡芜笑道：“又说傻话。难得老爷肯带你出去见识，不去又惹他不高兴。况且，今日所有的王公贵 族大臣全都出场，也许能入了哪个的眼，明儿就有人来上门提亲呢。到时便可离了这不见天日的地方。”
　　我不由叹了口气，父亲虽是朝中大员，我却 不过是他与侍女春风一度暗结的孽胎，如今在家中虽也有丫环服侍锦衣玉食，可到底不受庞爱。经常被几个兄姐欺负，闲时便被太太找去作出气筒。父亲也由得我自 生自灭毫不理会。就连名字也看出我是多么卑贱的一个人。奈何，奈何，唉，奈何有我啊？
　　胡思乱想着，靡芜已帮我打扮妥当，向镜中一瞧，清清爽 爽的一张瓜子脸，唇色淡漠，眸子深黑而迷离犹如午夜的一团云，头发用金环束起，耳垂上嵌着小指大的明珠，映得脸颊晶莹可爱。天蓝色的衫裙，隐约露出内里亵 衣上一抹月白。
　　靡芜点头道：“倒不可打扮得太出众了，不然太太和几位小姐又要生气。不过，好在你天生丽质，不如何装扮也比她们漂亮许多。” 她虽为丫环，但与我情同姐妹，因此无人的时候与我讲话常常是“你、你”的，我倒觉亲切。
　　同靡芜到花厅去，太太和姐姐们早已打扮得华丽非凡， 好像把太阳都穿在了身上一样夺目。见我衣着简朴，没有抢她们的风头，便只哼了一声，没有人再多看我一眼。
　　不多时，兄长们和父亲也进来了。
　 　父亲，符霆大将军，不怒而威，从来罕言寡语，我一见他便觉得紧张，从来不敢正视他。其实，在这个家里，又有谁不怕他呢？
　　一家人乘车坐轿往 良吉宫来。

做add maths 做到头昏脑涨...=.=...都搞不懂是我烂还是课本太pro了...
今天的功课...32题add math 给你慢慢做,顺便陪你度过这个星期的周末,好体贴哦..pui..
真的是会做到吐血啊...10题只有3题会,2题是看答案,reverse 做..
考试没给答案的咧,好咯.等下等妈妈教,我还算幸运?? 给她骂还会将想吗?
哈XD..等server maintainence 好了我就玩咯~管它什么烂功课...
要去爱那些功课才会快快做完? 爱了几天就闲了...=.=...
这几天跟着依漩一直背那些唐诗,很爽一下~她好像书将咯~pro到~讲什么谚语她都可以背完整首诗出来...我只是一时贪好玩而已才背,不错,都背了几首了...不过都不懂题目的... XD...
想上华文文学,但不要报考...可以吗? 为什么读了一定要考? 要读可以,给我理由为什么一定要考才可以读??

ohoho..=.=|||____

ermm...so sienz..=.=..
no la...no sienz...
I'm tempting to laugh like alvida LOL..
wakaka...
zzz.....
finally...my personal one....=.=
tata..F250..and hello~X3...=.=

t.e.s.t

hey! tomolo test! so WAT!? I dun giv a damN! coz its my parenT who cared bout it, nt me...zzzzz.
my brain is charred...=.= coz eng teac gave me a fright...I tot my oral is suppose to be AFTER holiday! being the last 7 or wat...then out of a sudden she says she going to call out to test oral 1 by 1...oh,zhdao... thnk god I memorized..but..ohmigod...my worst nitemare happen( not worst la...) I go and say.....'such habit can strenghten us physically, mentally....' OHmiGOD!!! how can reading habit strengthen u PHYSICALLY....even teacher nearly laughed out..ohmigod....then I repeat...=.=...my reputation...T^T...no comments....haiz....as per usual...is my oral nt good enuf ar?? haiz..compare to mr.samson, sure la.=.=...haiyo~>.<~
then, add maths teac. so pro...today test to day mark...woohoo~zzz...90 onli nia~tat crazy aunty gt 100, mamamia~go marry wif the guy la...XD--100 couple....then unexpected,higher than me..T^T...XXX more clever or me??? confused~~I cant help it lol, really dislike her...-.-
I really hate ppl with kolian faces...like everything oso wan ppl help or else will cry lyktat...=.=
really wanna punch them...

TODAY

TOday...merentas desa ar~~~~~
today...request to sendiri take bus home....
today...walk plus run 4 5km ~~~~
today....juz realize the bus stop is so far away from skul....=.=
Today....plus another 2km walk from skul to bus stop, from bus stop to home...
today...so damn hot!...
today...4 the 1st time in 4 yrs I walked the distance same as guy's distance in merentas desa...
ToDay...I really need a wheelchair now..who can sponsor??
ToDAY...my KAKI really hurts..><..plus gt cramps...
My LEgs ar~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
and...wanna know how stitches feels like??
go run a 5km jogathon...=.=
[PERSONALLY PROVEN]
aiya!

skul start..

skul starting tomolo...
haiz...cant escape the fate tat we hav to study...
wakaka~countdown 31dec tat day..
wan to know when I slept? ohoho~new record :3AM...woooo~~~
at 12am I msged nearly al the frens in msn...XD
:( too bad munyee no on9...dunno she go whr leh??
if she say dating or talking to her bf I dun mind de...XD
her turn luuu~ohoho~~~last yr is Kp's...but nvm nvm..KP u wan a second round oso can de..XD ok?? juz dun let urself get hurt and cry like in animes....=.=zzZ...
haiz...'ki siao 'group there leh a bit dissapointed...BRENDA!!! y u go whr!? xinya I can tolerate..nvr seen her on9 at nite anyways..bt BRENDA!! urusanai~normally see u on9 so late tat day go whr!?
onli sook yin on9...=.=go celebrate 2010 wif her anime drawings le I think brenda..
go overnite at aunt's house lo~so can stay up tat late...ohoho..KP and munyee so geng~me most early go..
aunt's house most shuang le^^ sleep until 11am oso no ppl come kacaukacau....wahaha~then straight went out watch TV then go find something to eat 4 lunch ..no breakfaz..gudgud...
tis yr....um...more luck! more luck! I wan LUCK! do U UNDERSTAND!? WAkaru!? giv me nothing but LUCK!! coz 4 me, I think luck is everything in life...u need luck in everything..even going to toilet..coz u dun wan ppl in thr when ur really desperate..LOL...
ok, tis yr...I hate u skul....=.=...I wan supper......
-realize those who really cares 4 you before u lose them and hate them...-